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[04 Mar 2007|04:58pm] |
so, i am going to delete this thing.
say bye, if you like.
love
matt
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the pipettes are probably the cutest band ever.
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so here's something:
i'm detoxing? on a formula of which many of you have probably heard
it is called the "master cleanse/lemonade diet," wherein for at least 10 days (or so the "directions" say), i consume nothing but a quart of salt water in the morning, 60-120 ounces of water with lemon juice, grade b organic maple syrup, and cayenne pepper, and then at night drink "laxative tea." (note: this tea is called "smooth move" on the box, which i find enjoyable.)
so. we'll see how this goes. i hope that i don't gnaw off my hand. coming off it is rough, too, because for the first day or so i can have only orange juice, and then vegetable soup, and then soup with crackers. and i'm going to take some acidopholous, because, really, in this detox i imagine i'm eliminating all the good bacteria in my intestines, so this will fix that.
i started yesterday.. i'll probably last through tomorrow. ha. i'm shooting for 5 days, or, ideally, from when my tongue turns from white to pink.
please, control your urge to fuck me.
in other news, here are some pictures from my ( small birthday gathering )
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so in l.a. my only moviestar experience has been:
andrew keegan
in the american apparel on main street in venice. he was shirtless and trying on tank tops in the middle of the store.
how depressing.
honk if you remember camp nowhere
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i went to toronto for 10 days.
i think i will move there.
i am going to los angeles in a few days.
maybe i'll want to move there, too.
i am back in memphis.
i think i will move out.
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so here's a funny story:
last night, circa 2 am, i am drunk and at dish. here is what transpires:
random guy wearing camouflage t-shirt: hey! you! c'mere. (addressing me)
me: uh. what?
rgwct: you wanna go have wild, animalistic sex?
me: [blank stare] um. maybe?
rgwct: like, now? let's go now.
me: well, uh, i've got to take my friends home...
rgwct: well how long will that take?
me: i don't know, 45 min or an hour? (i'm hoping he'll say oh nevermind)
rgwct: oh ok. i'll wait. [exchange of phone numbers] call me when you're done. my name is walt.
me: k.
of course i don't call this guy, so when i wake up, i have 2 text messages from him. they are:
1) 'are faggoty nerds even out this late?'
2) 'i mean, algebra and slavery are enough for you to even consider sex. Ha ha ha.'
a brilliant performance by yet another idiotic, homophobic queer. i don't see the correlation between nerdiness, not wanting sex, and algebra and slavery. alas, i fear we were not meant to be.
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well.
maybe this is a consequence of my rejection of teleology as a governing principle.
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omg. i used to be smart, but i think college has sucked it out of me.
this month, i have to write three research papers. here are titles:
"fashioning women's bodies: hussein chalayan and the discourse of east and west"
"read my lips (boys): no new infections!: gran fury, AIDS, and activist art as an antihomophobic project"
something about "agency vs autonomy: foucault and the construction of subjectivity"
this is how banal my life is.
i have no gainful employment opportunities for the summer. i will take black and third world feminism at u of m and volunteer with friends for life. i will also purchase a bicycle and restart my abandoned vegetarianism. i will also begin to learn french and potentially converse in spanish. these plans, which i have made to make myself feel more worthwhile, will probably not materialize.
i only need 9 hours to graduate. i should have graduated this semester. but then i would actually have to actualize my latent potential in a capacity outside of 'the university,' and who wants that when i can be disrespected for accepting money from my parents. surely i don't deserve to be taken seriously, anyway.
i have new spectacles. i also have new glasses. and a 'boyfriend.' the scare quotes are not to designate disrespect but the curious possession of another person this language seems to provide.
that is all.
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( valentines '06 )
i am still reckoning with hegel. also, i need to know what my living plans for next year will be.
i wish that 'designing women' would come out on dvd. 'my heart is full.'
tell me your spring break plans.
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hi friends. i am writing a paper, because i did not start until 1:30 am. that is silly. instead of doing it earlier, i ate indian food and saw eight below for free. it was not very good. if you find that a shocking claim, i find your claim that you find it a shocking claim to be shocking. by "it" in the 5th sentence of this paragraph, i refer to the movie, not the indian food, which was in fact very good.
i am tired of typing "hegel," "now," "here," "this," "universality," "atomized," "relationality," "dialectic," etc. also, "process of trifurcation." for some reason, though, even though i am tired of typing those words, i voluntarily (and superfluously) typed them here for you to behold. I AM A WONDER AM I NOT.
this year i think i had an actual "valentine"; indeed, the question was posed: "will you be my valentine?" which in itself is, too, shocking; much like i find shocking your potential assertion that you find shocking my claim that eight below is not very good. the moment was slightly detracted from because my nose began bleeding. i'm not sure how embarrassed i should be by that, but as it has already passed (just like "the now"!), the embarrassment, too, should pass.
i made another valentine's mix, though it was not widely-distributed this time. i will post the playlist another time. it, too, much like the last, tells a story, though this time it is more specific, and contains dialogue. just like what socrates was all about: communication. that is a joke that you will not understand. DRUG FREE ESOTERIC IS THE WAY TO BE.
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[05 Feb 2006|02:54pm] |
double the c and double the s.
and then you have.
a witticism.
soon i will just tattoo 'lush' on my forehead. i think that will be better for me. how embarrassing.
now i will mix a cd. wait.
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hahahaha.
oh my hair...
fuck.
( also )
i got a 4.0 this semester? and next semester i'm taking: 19th century philosophy, contemporary continental philosophy (sr. sem), modern european intellectual history, contemporary art, and 2 DIs in queer theory. uh. happy new year.
byebye.
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[22 Nov 2005|02:58am] |
a dance-pop hit that combines madonna and abba?
what more could a boy want?
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well i've discovered in myself a startling propensity to "make trouble," not in the butlerian sense (ha ha), but just to make others angry. i seem to derive some immense joy in having people angry, because i think i feel like, since i am not affected, i am morally superior and i can laugh at their lower-status hyperemotion. ha ha. i find that funnier than i should. i'm sick, i know. i'll work on it.
in other news, last night was a lot of fun. i was oliver twist. i will see if i have any pictures, and i will post them if i do. glory be.
also, i have 4 papers due this week. this is unfortunate. i'll soon get crackin'. maybe.
your friend,
matt.
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mama said.
last weekend might have been the end for me.
today, in an effort do avoid doing my homework, i decided to clean my bathroom. as i was on my knees, scrubbing both my bathtub/shower and my toilet, i looked down, and realized i had decorated myself for the day in head-to-toe versace.
it was at this moment that i realized something about myself has to change.
there'll be days like this.
my mood is vacillating to extremes farther than karl lagerfeld's blood pressure.
cheers.
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there's not much worth doing anymore.
the other day, the question was posed: "do you feel used?"
i'm not sure that i'm prepared to answer that, either for my own sake, or for that of (s)he who utilized me as the apparatus, if it be true at all.
i lost 15 lbs, but i'm afraid i'm gaining it back. diet: consume nothing but corrosion.
i am sleepy, and i miss my friends. what does that even mean.
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[10 Sep 2005|04:08pm] |
now that i've established myself as a complete psychopath, the question is: how do i proceed? i suppose i have no restrictions left on my behavior, since i've violated every boundary of decorum.
oh prufrock, how you color my life.
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oh, rhodes has again bestowed upon me another paltry simulacrum of a college experience: logic, ancient philosophy, the english senior seminar, explorations in social theory. also, feminist ethics, a grad school seminar at u of m.
fragmentation is so much more accurate than narrative; i don't care what they say.
i sometimes tire of being an absolute asshole; others, i rest upon it as my characteristic, and charismatic, trademark. to counter, i imagine myself as an irascible, depressive (yet patently brilliant) lush. however, i think i have only the credentials for the noun sans modifiers.
next year: most of those with whom i spend the majority of my time will be absent. so many severings from my habit body, i will be metaphysically bleeding for millenia. ha ha ha. :)
i like to turn livejournal into my panopticon, or maybe i'm always in one. i s'pose we all are, no?
for lack of interest, here are pictures. major monuments are not shown, as you know what they look like. i show but a very few photographs, as it is < interesting.
( tedium ahead. )
it was all in self defense.
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[21 Aug 2005|06:25pm] |
"you just wouldn't be matt lovett if you weren't too drunk to function when you see me" -will.
well. welcome back.
a brief synopsis: 12 hours on a plane, 26 hours without sleeping, they lost my bags again. woe. i'd also really like to have sex.
yesterday, i was grouchy. i apologize vehemently and obsequiously.
love,
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i am in paris. tomorrow, i will be in amsterdam.
saturday, i will be home.
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